Saturday, March 2, 2013
Sunday, January 20, 2013
memory of 2012 :)
january bye and february coming 2013 :D
hahahahaha time is running, yess always running
some things cann't be forgotten in 2012, such as :
1. first time on the occasion of new year 2012 with my friend (only college). We carry out new year party at my house "jreng jreng". Take photo togerther, ate, to do grill corn, ran to look fireworks, played card (remi), and did't forget to gossip. This became the beginning of my memories in 2012
2. first time when 01.00 wib, my friends (college) gave me surprise for my birthday. Show fireworks, tiramissu cake, and chopper cake :* and many people came to my home just to say happy birthday to me.
3. to first time i was participated to social activities. i beg to money for fire area pemulutan. We were action in polda. Its so very interesting, given by our efford it was unbelievable to make you happy. although my mom very angry when i was doing it, but i very grateful to have learned to give something to others.
4. to first time I fell in love. First love and first my boyfriend. Yah he was my first love. It's a secret blog, truth of the first known him, I've got interested with him because he was very cool with his style. But at the beginning he was making me uncomfortable until i hear his voice and you know i was immediately charmed with him because his voice like sammy simorangkir (omg -...- ). and I realized i was falling in love with him when i must choose between him and someone in 2012.
5. to first time I feel hurt, people say that "broken heart". 3 month before 2013 (october) i was broke heart, i felt like everything was dark. I did many ways to treat of pain, such as hangout with my friends, gathered with my family, turn off hp, avoid him, holiday with my family and friend, hair cut, change my stlye, and active to do something. But from this pain i started learning for myself "Your pass only lesson for your future"
6. to first time i must chose to my life, between feelings or friendship, and medicine or law. Chosen. Yes in 2012 was the most severe because i must choosing the most valuable thing in my life.
7. to first time i went to Bali and that's holiday with 3 big family. Together with my family was moment special in my life
That' moment in 2012, pleasant and unpleasant, ups and downs in 2012. When many people were stands beside for me, the most special gifts that God has given to me
2012 save a lot of memories
2012 save a lot of experience
2012 save a lot of lesson to me
and This is My Memories Of 2012
hahahahaha time is running, yess always running
some things cann't be forgotten in 2012, such as :
1. first time on the occasion of new year 2012 with my friend (only college). We carry out new year party at my house "jreng jreng". Take photo togerther, ate, to do grill corn, ran to look fireworks, played card (remi), and did't forget to gossip. This became the beginning of my memories in 2012
2. first time when 01.00 wib, my friends (college) gave me surprise for my birthday. Show fireworks, tiramissu cake, and chopper cake :* and many people came to my home just to say happy birthday to me.
3. to first time i was participated to social activities. i beg to money for fire area pemulutan. We were action in polda. Its so very interesting, given by our efford it was unbelievable to make you happy. although my mom very angry when i was doing it, but i very grateful to have learned to give something to others.
4. to first time I fell in love. First love and first my boyfriend. Yah he was my first love. It's a secret blog, truth of the first known him, I've got interested with him because he was very cool with his style. But at the beginning he was making me uncomfortable until i hear his voice and you know i was immediately charmed with him because his voice like sammy simorangkir (omg -...- ). and I realized i was falling in love with him when i must choose between him and someone in 2012.
5. to first time I feel hurt, people say that "broken heart". 3 month before 2013 (october) i was broke heart, i felt like everything was dark. I did many ways to treat of pain, such as hangout with my friends, gathered with my family, turn off hp, avoid him, holiday with my family and friend, hair cut, change my stlye, and active to do something. But from this pain i started learning for myself "Your pass only lesson for your future"
6. to first time i must chose to my life, between feelings or friendship, and medicine or law. Chosen. Yes in 2012 was the most severe because i must choosing the most valuable thing in my life.
7. to first time i went to Bali and that's holiday with 3 big family. Together with my family was moment special in my life
That' moment in 2012, pleasant and unpleasant, ups and downs in 2012. When many people were stands beside for me, the most special gifts that God has given to me
2012 save a lot of memories
2012 save a lot of experience
2012 save a lot of lesson to me
and This is My Memories Of 2012
Monday, December 31, 2012
happy new year
hai bloggggg
happy new year
thank you for almost 4 years has been the outpouring me : *
in 2013 i hopes
my fear is lost
and I can start to believe in people again..
hehehehehehe.
I also hope i can make happy my parents
i can get ip and ipk satisfy
graduation fast
hope 2ne1 can be come to Indonesia and i can watch their concerts
hope this year is more beautiful than the previous year
"Amin"
HAPPY NEW YEARS, BLOG-KU
happy new year
thank you for almost 4 years has been the outpouring me : *
in 2013 i hopes
my fear is lost
and I can start to believe in people again..
hehehehehehe.
I also hope i can make happy my parents
i can get ip and ipk satisfy
graduation fast
hope 2ne1 can be come to Indonesia and i can watch their concerts
hope this year is more beautiful than the previous year
"Amin"
HAPPY NEW YEARS, BLOG-KU
Friday, December 28, 2012
lepas
hai blog
lama gak curhat di tempat ini. hahahaha
kangen juga pengen berbagi di sini.
kemarin aku ketemu hary
kami bahas mengenai putusnya hubungan aku dan dia
akhirnya setelah hampir 3 bulan, beban aku benar" hilang
baru kali ini selama 3 bulan itu aku merasa lega, bener" plong hati
selama ini yang aku simpan rapat", akhirnya keluar juga
sekarang aku sudah berani natap matanya, tanpa rasa takut
aku sudah berani bicara padanya
aku sudah bisa tidak lagi menghindarnya
dan aku sekarang yakin, sekarang aku sudah benar" bisa ngelepas bayangan dia dari kehidupan aku
aku sudah benar" ikhlas untuk semua yang selama ini terjadi, dan aku sekarang tak perlu lagi berandai-andai ataupun berhayal semuanya
kami sempat cerita tentang kehidupan kami yang baru,
tentang cewek yang diincarnya,
entah kenapa saat aku mendengarnya, hati aku fine aja
aku merasa kayak mendengar seorang teman yang curhat
dia sempat nanya kenapa aku sampai sekarang belum ada yang bisa bikin hati aku luluh
aku hanya tersenyum
aku memang pengen bilang bahwa "bukannya aku gak mau membuka hati, cuman aku belum siap. bukan berati aku belum bisa melepas kamu, aku sudah melepas kamu, malah jauh pergi. tapi yang namanya hati bukan mainan yang sembarang orang bisa masuk ke hati aku. aku perempuan yang susah jatuh cinta, aku perempuan yang selalu nutupin rasa, aku perempuan yang masih takut akan namanya sakit hati. iya, aku memanng belum siap. aku masih belum siap untuk nerima sakit untuk kedua kalinya. aku hanya pengen ngobatin hati aku dulu sampai nanti aku benar" siap. aku memang belum tau kapan aku siap, yang jelas hanya waktu yang bisa menjawab itu semua, karena hanya waktu yang bisa sembuhkan rasa sakit ini.
tapi aku gak bilang itu semua ke hary karena yang cukup tau jawaban itu hanya aku dan kamu blog, makanya saat dia nanya kenapa masih belum ada yang bisa bikin aku luluh, jawaban aku hanya tersenyum kepadanya karena aku tak ingin berubah lagi, aku hanya ingin seperti ini dimana aku sudah tidak lagi menghindarinya dan aku tak takuut lagi untuk menatap matanya dan aku sudah bisa menghadapinya sebagai teman tanpa rasa apapun.
lama gak curhat di tempat ini. hahahaha
kangen juga pengen berbagi di sini.
kemarin aku ketemu hary
kami bahas mengenai putusnya hubungan aku dan dia
akhirnya setelah hampir 3 bulan, beban aku benar" hilang
baru kali ini selama 3 bulan itu aku merasa lega, bener" plong hati
selama ini yang aku simpan rapat", akhirnya keluar juga
sekarang aku sudah berani natap matanya, tanpa rasa takut
aku sudah berani bicara padanya
aku sudah bisa tidak lagi menghindarnya
dan aku sekarang yakin, sekarang aku sudah benar" bisa ngelepas bayangan dia dari kehidupan aku
aku sudah benar" ikhlas untuk semua yang selama ini terjadi, dan aku sekarang tak perlu lagi berandai-andai ataupun berhayal semuanya
kami sempat cerita tentang kehidupan kami yang baru,
tentang cewek yang diincarnya,
entah kenapa saat aku mendengarnya, hati aku fine aja
aku merasa kayak mendengar seorang teman yang curhat
dia sempat nanya kenapa aku sampai sekarang belum ada yang bisa bikin hati aku luluh
aku hanya tersenyum
aku memang pengen bilang bahwa "bukannya aku gak mau membuka hati, cuman aku belum siap. bukan berati aku belum bisa melepas kamu, aku sudah melepas kamu, malah jauh pergi. tapi yang namanya hati bukan mainan yang sembarang orang bisa masuk ke hati aku. aku perempuan yang susah jatuh cinta, aku perempuan yang selalu nutupin rasa, aku perempuan yang masih takut akan namanya sakit hati. iya, aku memanng belum siap. aku masih belum siap untuk nerima sakit untuk kedua kalinya. aku hanya pengen ngobatin hati aku dulu sampai nanti aku benar" siap. aku memang belum tau kapan aku siap, yang jelas hanya waktu yang bisa menjawab itu semua, karena hanya waktu yang bisa sembuhkan rasa sakit ini.
tapi aku gak bilang itu semua ke hary karena yang cukup tau jawaban itu hanya aku dan kamu blog, makanya saat dia nanya kenapa masih belum ada yang bisa bikin aku luluh, jawaban aku hanya tersenyum kepadanya karena aku tak ingin berubah lagi, aku hanya ingin seperti ini dimana aku sudah tidak lagi menghindarinya dan aku tak takuut lagi untuk menatap matanya dan aku sudah bisa menghadapinya sebagai teman tanpa rasa apapun.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
one last cry
My shattered dreams and broken
Heart are mending on the shelf.
I saw you holding hands standing so close to someone else.
Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone.
I'd give my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry.
[Chorus]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind,this time
Stop living a lie.
I guess I'm down to one last cry.
Cry
I was here,you were there.
Guess we never could agree.
While the sun shines on you,
I need some love to rain on me.
Still, I sit all alone,
Wishing all my feelings were gone.
Gotta get over you.
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry.
[Chorus]
I know I gotta be strong,
But 'round me
Life goes on and on and on, and on
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my one last cry.
[Chorus]
Heart are mending on the shelf.
I saw you holding hands standing so close to someone else.
Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone.
I'd give my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry.
[Chorus]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind,this time
Stop living a lie.
I guess I'm down to one last cry.
Cry
I was here,you were there.
Guess we never could agree.
While the sun shines on you,
I need some love to rain on me.
Still, I sit all alone,
Wishing all my feelings were gone.
Gotta get over you.
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry.
[Chorus]
I know I gotta be strong,
But 'round me
Life goes on and on and on, and on
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my one last cry.
[Chorus]
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